♫ Born into life, that is like a shadow ♪
♫ Who awaits light from the horizon ♪
♫ I only come into existence when you shed light my way ♪
♫ Without you, I vanish away. ♪
♫ I know that you're far away, but please let me look at you ♪
♫ In my life, I only need this much. ♪
♫ Not brave enough to love you, just secretly loving you I am still afraid ♪
♫ I can only remind myself, who I am. ♪
♫ I'm just a fading shadow ♪
♫ Getting only a flicker of light from you ♪
♫ I feel happy with just this much . . . ♪
♫ it's more than enough. ♪
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Khun Monthai . . .- Bee!
Where are you, come here?!- Yes, Khun Wi? Khun Wi, here I come!
Where are you? Come here a bit!- Khun Wi, here I am!
Bee, what's wrong with my shirt in the back. It won't zip up.
All done.
You look really pretty in this color.
Don't sweet- talk me. I am pretty in any color I wear.
So, where were you a moment ago?
Oh, a letter from Khun Monthai came.*Khun = formal title
Khun Monthai!
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Crazy! This is crazy!
Why did Khun Mon do this to me?!
What is it Khun Wi?
Get out!
I said get out! And take that letter too. Get out!
Yes, Khun Wi.- Get out! Get!
I said get out! Get out!
To Wi, my love. I have some great news to tell you.
I applied to a leading coporation in Sidney,
and the great news is that, they accepted me to work.
In the position of an Engineer.
I will focus on working, and within 2 years
I will have enough stability to take care of you.
Khun Mon . . .
I will not go back to Thailand.
And I am confident that you will be pleased to marry me, and live our lives over here.
In only 2 years, my beloved Wi, we shall see each other.
Nang Bee!*nang = can be informal or formal title for females
What is this Khun Wi?- Take all these letters and burn them!
Including the one in your hands! Don't let me see them ever again!
But they're from Khun Mon . . .- Don't say Khun Mon's name around me! Do you hear me?
Don't say it! I hate him! I hate him!
But Khun Mon loves you a lot.
Khun Mon even said that he wanted you to marry him overseas.
Go for what? Working like that while living in a small apartment!
Being poor for life! I won't have it!
If Khun Mon isn't coming back to Mahartawet,
we're over! Throw all these letters away!
Don't let see them again! And if you want to reply,
tell him to go die! Write whatever! Take this ring too!
P'Wi oh P'Wi . . . I knew it would be like this.*P = referring to someone older
How long were you going to pretend to be a good person?
Khun Mon . . . you love Khun Wi so much.
If you knew what Khun Wi said . . .
how much would you be sadden?
Khun Mon . . . my savior.
I won't let you be disappointed.
To Khun Mon, my love.
I am happy that you,
were accepted to the corporation.
And I am happy that,
you haven't forgotten our promise.
I hope that you focus on working,
While I am over here, I'll give my support so you may succeed.
Wi . . .
you're so good.
To Wi, my love.
It has been 2 months,
since I started working.
The job is pretty difficult.
Right now, the weather is cold.
The wind is strong.
But when I come home to see your letter waiting,
I am not tired anymore.
To Wi, my love.
The sweater you knitted for me as a gift,
I can wear it perfectly as if you've measured it for my size.
My friends wonder where I bought this blue sweater.
I told them, I haven't had to buy a sweater or scarf for a few years now.
Because I have you making them for me.
I also sent you a picture,
to show you how it fits me.
Khun Mon . . .
I will do everything for you to be happy,
. . . and to succeed.
No matter how hard or difficult it is.
I will do it.
For you who is my savior.
Are you ready?
Gently, sir.
Oh my!
You're really strong.
When will it be my turn?
Khun Pong!
Have a cool drink first.
Oh my!
Sorry!
Sorry?
I think you did it on purpose.
Ohhh, aren't you overthinking it?
Watch out, your face will grow old faster Khun Wi.
Hey you!
Khun Wi, Khun Sut,
you've been under the sun too long. I'll go get some drinks.
Sir! Sir!- Khun Pong!
Why are you stumbling into me?
Well, why were you standing in my way?
This is a public place, not your personal space.
With things like this, it's first come first first.
Oh is that it?
There!
You!
Now do you know, who's better?
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Please.
Thank you so much Khun Pong, for dropping me off.
No problem.
I can't let a pretty person like you, take public transportation.
Then, please don't leave so soon.
Lets go in and drink a little something.
Lets go.- Uh, Khun Wi? Yes?
I, I, don't want to intrude.
Intrude? What intrude?
You came all the way here to drop me off. Let me repay you.
For being adorable, and courteous.
Okay? Lets go.
Lets go Khun Pong.- Uh, Khun Wi . . .
Yes? What is it?
Yes?
Here, let me help carry your things.
Bee, if you're done go and do other things.
I'll take care of Khun Pong myself.
Khun Pong, have a cool drink.
Thank you.- Drink a lot, okay.
Bee, if you have other things to do, go do them.
I'll take care of things here.
I don't have anything to do. Let me stay to assist you.
I said so already . . . don't.
I'll take care of Khun Pong myself. Go.
Please let me sit here too. It's late already,
if someone sees it won't look good.
Don't you understand human language, Bee?!
I said just go! Go!
Why are you still sitting there? Go!
Why are you still here. I said go!
Why are you being difficult? Get up!
Get up!
Khun Wi . . . I think what Bee said is true.
This is late already, so I'll get going now.
Please excuse me. Thank you for the cool drink.
Khun Pong! Khun Pong!- Khun Wi . . .
Let me stay with you.- Are you crazy? What's wrong with you today?
Huh? Hey, Khun Pong! Khun Pong!
Khun Pong!!
You mean to block Khun Pong by saying that, don't you?!
Do you know,
he's the handsomest and richest man in the city of Chiangmai!
And he's infatuated with me right now!
But you! You! You're in my way!
Why are you doing this? You're jealous of me aren't you Bee?
No, Khun Wi no! I don't want you to forget Khun Mon.
I want you to think of Khun Mon . . .
Khun Mon loves you a lot.
If you don't believe it, read his letters.
Khun Mon still-
Didn't I tell you not to say this name for me to hear?!
He left me for 8 years! and I forgot about him already!
Remember that, Bee! Get!
Oh hey Keua! I thought you were coming on tonight's flight?
Come in, come in.
I changed my mind.
Looks comfortable.
You've been here for many years,
let me ask you
don't you miss anyone in Thailand?
Of course. I miss Wi all the time.
But Wi is always busy. She has to take care of her parents.
But the two of us always writes to each other.
And another thing,
look at this
these sweaters,
socks and gloves,
All of these...
Wi made for me.
You know, the people I am talking about
doesn't mean Khun Wi, your fiance.
You've never sent word home.
You haven't gone back to see them.
And the letters the send, you don't reply.
I've never even opened them to read!
Let me honestly tell you
I don't want to be involved with that house ever again.
Every time,
I think of Mahartawet
I remember mother's evilness.
Of what she's done to Lakkana!
But even so,
she's your mother, Mon.
Don't you think of going to see her?
No.
I am not going back.
Nu!
Is it you, Nu?
Mom!
Nu!
Nu, my son!
Eat a little okay . . .
If you don't take it, I will . . .
C'mon, eat a little of it.
If you eat it, I'll give you a prize.
I'll take you walking.
C'mon . . .
If you don't take it, I'll take it myself . . .
That's good! Pretty lady.
Good good, very good.
Go pay your respects to your Father and Khun Jian.
Khun Jian.
Nucha is back.
Hello, Father.
Hello, Aunt Jian.
Oh, yes!
Are you finished with your studies?
Yes.
Oh, you've become a handsome grown man!
I am happy for you, Nuan.
You're son is back, from now on you won't be lonely.
Not yet. The government will have him work out of town.
Oh . . .- It'll be a while before he returns to Mahartawet.
Sawatdee krap, Khun Ying (My lady)
Mon!
Hej!
Mon! Are you back dear?!
Oh dear, you're back!- No, it's not! Look carefully.
It's not Mon.- My Lady,
My Lady it isn't.
Oh no no!
It isn't my lady!
Let go first. Come here.
It isn't, this is Nu!
It's Nu!
Stop bothering!
My son is back! I am going to see my son!
Stop! Stop it!
Stop, stop
this is Nu! Not Mon!
This Nu, not Mon dear . . .
There, there . . .
Oh my!
Where is my son?!
Mon!
Mon, where are you dear?!
Mon! Come back here Mon!
Mon! Come back to me!
Mon! Come back!
My son . . .
Mon!
Tuptim . . Tuptim!
Don't worry. He'll be here soon.
Don't worry.
Mon!
Lets go inside.
Lets go wait inside.
Lets go wait in your room.
I'll go look for him, okay.
Lets go.
The Madam's condition seems to have worsen.
She misses Khun Mon a lot.
She sees everyone as Khun Mon.
I can't figure out what would happen,
if Khun Mon doesn't come back
who's going to help the Madam get better.
Cha Mongkut (type of dessert), I just finished making it.
Maybe next time,
because I am going to an event with Khun Wiyada.
If I get full before the event, the host might say something.
You're going to an event with Khun Wi?
Why?
It seems like you aren't pleased when I go places with Khun Wiyada.
Is there anything?
Nothing.
I think there is.
You're actions are a telltale sign.
That you don't want me to get close to Khun Wi.
Why is that?
I just... uh
don't want Khun Wi . . .
be mistaken as . . .
My lover?
Why?
Am I underserving of Khun Wi?
No, not that. You're the full package.
But Khun Wi has . . .
she has . .
Bee!
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When did you get here Khun Pong?
Hmm..
Why didn't you go get me?
What are you secretly talking about?
Oh, I was here early so
I was just talking to Khun Beerachak.
Then, lets be on own way Khun Pong.
But uh, can you go wait for me at the car first.
I have to tell Bee something.
Lets go.
I'll be just a moment . . .
What did you want to tell me?
Meddlesome huh?!
I know what you were going to tell Khun Pong!
Why would you say it?!
I asked, why did you say it?
But I want you and Khun Mon-
Don't let Khun Pong hear you say Khun Monthai's name, ever!
Or else
I am going to take your blood,
to wash my feet!
Remember that!
Khun Wi.
you're just saying that aren't you . . .?
I believe
that if Khun Mon came back
you will love my dear Prince again.
It won't happen, Bee.
Khun . . .
Stop fooling yourself.
P'Wi hasn't been interested in Khun Mon for years now.
What you're doing
besides fooling yourself
you're also fooling Khun Mon too.
Replying to letters in place of Khun Wi. Knitting this and that for him
Let me honestly ask you.
Every thing you're doing,
why are you doing it?
Or do you like Khun Mon?
No . . .
I don't dare think to.
Everything that I am doing,
is because Khun Mon is my benefactor.
I don't want Khun Mon to be disappointed.
I don't want him to know that Khun Wi changed.
What if Khun Mon doesn't come back to Thailand,
wouldn't you have to reply in place of P'Wi for the rest of your lifetime?
I believe
that there will be some higher power that will
make Khun Mon
forget about the horrible things in the past.
Khun Mon, will come back.
And when he comes back,
Khun Mon and Khun Wi will love each other again.
And if that day really comes,
what will you do?
I will probably be the happiest.
That my two benefactors
are happily in love.
Just like how they've always been waiting.
Tuptim! Tuptim!
Where are you going? Wait, Tuptim!- I am going to find my son!
Don't stop me . . .
Tuptim! Stop a moment, Tuptim!
I am going to find my son!- Stop! Wait!
No, don't follow me!
Wait, wait, Tuptim!
No! Let go, I am going to find my son!
Tuptim!- Mon!
Mon! Where are you dear?
Tuptim!
Tuptim!- Mon!
Mon! Come back!- Tuptim!
Mon, come back baby!
Baby. . . - Mon, isn't going to be back today.
Please stop, alright.
I miss my son! Mon!- P'Jian!
P'Jian, help me! Hurry.- Oh my! Tuptim!
Oy! No no no no.
Mon . . .- That's enough, Tuptim. Stop.
That's enough alright. Lets go in the house okay.
Okay, Tuptim. That's enough. Look at me.
That's enough okay? Lets go in the house.
Alright, dear?
P'Jian, please take her inside to rest.
Okay? Alright, lets go.
Lets go . . .
I am going to find my baby!- Tuptim!
Mon!
Follow her! Follow her, or she'll be in danger!
Follow her!
Where is everyone?! Come help here!
Calm down . . .- Mom, is here baby!
Mom is here. I miss you . . .
Khun Tun! (Sir)
Khun Tun!
Hurry!- Chao Khun!
He fell and stayed still all of a sudden.
Oh my! Chao Khun! Chao Khun!
Chao Khun!- Khun Tun! (Sir)
Chao Khun!
Khun Tun!- Khun Tun!
Chao Khun?!
Khun Tun! (Sir)
Chao Khun!
Chao Khun!?
Chao Khun!
Nuan . .
He has passed away . . .
Khun Tun!
Khun!
Please be calm . . .
Please be calm.
He has passed.
Ahhhhh!
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Hey honey, why are you so slow?
We won't make it in time.
Oh, where are you going?
Khun Mon's father has passed away.
P'Wi hurry and change so we can quickly go.
Who said I was going?
Wi!
You are Khun Mon's betrothed!
Tun Chao Khun has passed away, how can you not attend his funeral?
Why can't I father?
Khun Mon left me,
and didn't come back to see me over 10 years
So why should I bother with him?
Nu Wi!*Nu = refers to younger female
Chao Khun Mahart has died already
and Khun Pba Ying (Madam Aunt), is crazy
Khun Mon isn't coming back to Thailand
I say
I don't have anything to do with the Mahartawet house anymore!
Father. Mother.
Go! Go away!
Go! All of you!
Go away!
Go! So bothersome!
Go!- Tuptim!
Tuptim, that's enough! Stop.
Tuptim! Enough!
Calm down. Enough.
Oh my!
Nuan! Nuan where are you?
Come help me hold the Madam!
Tuptim, stop!
Madam!
Let go!
Madam!
Calm down Tuptim!
Calm down.
Go!
Go! Get away!
Go!
Calm down!
Go! Go!
Get away!
Oh my! Khun Jian!
I go!
Sorry!
I am sorry.- Hello.
Who who who who? Why are they here?
Who is that, what are you here for?
It's the Hiranwat family.
Khun Weit, Khun Wimon, Nu Wipawan, and also
Wiyada . . .
Wiyada
Where is Wiyada?
Wiyada! Where are you Wiyada!
Where is Wiyada!?
Wiyda! Wiyada!
Calm down!
Bring Wiyada!
Bring her right now!
She'll be here soon.
I want Wiyada!
Give me Wiyada!
I want Nu Wiyada.
P'Jian
Nu Wi, bring her!
I understand. Yes.
If Wiyada comes, Monthai comes!
Nu Wi comes, Mon comes!
Yes, yes, alright. I'll bring her.
She's here. yes. yes.
Nu Wi, is here?
Wi comes . . Mon comes . . .
Lets go. Lets go wait inside.
Go wait. Go wait inside.
Do you see?
Everytime she talks about Mon, she misses Nu Wi!
Her condition worsens with each day! I don't know what to do anymore!
No way mother! You want me to stay with a crazy person?
No way! I don't want to! No!
She's not to the point of crazy P'Wi.
Khun Pba Ying just misses Khun Mon a lot.
So she just kind of gets hysterical a bit.
Well she knows that Monthai loves you so much,
if you go to stay with her, she thinks Monthai will come back.
Mom! If Khun Mon thought of me, he would
be back a while ago! I am not going! No way!
Wi!
They've also (asked) for repayment!
They said if I didn't have Khun Mahart supporting me, I wouldn't be this successful.
You cannot, not go!
I don't care!
No matter what, I am not going!
You want me to care for a crazy person?! I am not having it! I am not!
Wi!
Honey, what should we do?
If P'Wi doesn't go . . .
then we'll send someone in her place.
Who?
Wait, Bee!
Thank you.
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I've been gone for so long . . .
The Asoke tree at the Mahartawet house is still beautiful.
Is that enough?
Thank you.
Dok Asoke (Asoke flower),
symbolizes, no misery.
It is a flower of happiness.
Let this Asoke flower,
be in place of me next to you as a friend while I am gone.
Khun Mon, can you remember . . .
you use to care for this poor little girl.
I am happy,
to be back here again.
To take care of Khun Ying, to repay you.